Am I transparent?

I think I am transparent, I am a small daisics standing with many others,
I think I am transparent, I am a drip of the sea,
Yes, I am transparent.
Cars pass me closely,
stranger cat went through my legs and did not care me,
people just ignore me unless they need me,
Yes, I am transparent.
Nobody care my effort although I put a lot on my work,
Nobody care my feeling even my heart was broken,
Nobody ask me any question even I was suffering difficulty,
Nobody see my tears even I was crying,
Yes, I am transparent.
I wanted to know am I transparent today, then I proved it.

I want to go to Taiwan

I want to go to Taiwan, coz I want to..
I want to meet Ocean my idol.
I want to eat many different things in their..night market.
I want to have fun.
Here is my plan,

Ocean doesn't know I am going to Taiwan, and I will give him a really big surprise in his birthday party!First of all, I will fly to south of Taiwan, then go to my friend home, she is Ocean's fan as me. Then she will bring me to Taipei without telling anyone, even other fans.I will pretent I am a new friend of them, then I will stay in the party. Oh,right, before this, I will send a card to Ocean before I go to Taiwan, my picture will attach in. But I'm sure he won't regonize me..untill I tell him.. hoho..perfect plan!

God bless me...my visa should be ok..

oh..a special day

Today, I lost my QQ..I have used it for about 6 years, and tonight I lost it~~I will lost contect with more than 100 people and including many net friend..oh..so cool..

The person, who stole my QQ, he ask me for 60yuan to buy my QQ back, but I am so sorry to him, I can't. I am not that stupid...Anyway, what's a pity..because I have had it for about 6 years..Hopefuly, it could be sale as a high price.

oh..another thing..

The shooting...the interviews are killing me !!!!!!
GOD, do I really have to type them out? really?!I can't believe that~~~~~~~~
I won't do any interview in my rest of my life!

but this time I joined 4 crews, and I have a lots of fun!

I decided !I want to be a producer or ..director!!!!!!!

A Gloomy week

A gloomy week
everything just un...un something, I don't know which word I could use.
low marks, surprisely.
a damm strange person keep sneer at me during these days, and I don't think I did anything bad to her.
down mood...just down.

Is that because the "Gloomy Sunday"? hoho..I am afriad.

I still worry about our topic, and my script. Anyway, it's funny and good. I should gain a good mark. Jin, trust me!!!!!

Stupid photography studio

I recived a phone call that asked me to take beautiful photoes which are free, and I showed up. Everything there were look so professional and fun. Professional dresser, professional make up stylists, professional photographer, and beautiful beautiful pictures. Also, they have beautiful girls working there, and they are just looked like model.

I was so exciting, and followed one of the stylists. She gave me a contrast and explain to me that their policies:
$95 security appoinment fee (if you don't show up, you will pay for that)

$395 deposit once you want those photoes (not matter how many pictures you want, you have to pay)

I don't know why I was so stupid that signed the contracst and joined the team to take photoes. After I showed the contrast to my friend and she only got one word to say: DISGUSTING! shit business, shit photographies because all of them could be made in photo shop and the beautiful pictures are not because of the photographer but the computer!

OK

Now, I like to show up to see my wonderful pictures and I will say to them, sorry, I don't have money to pay for that, see you, good bye!

By the way, I have to show the prices:

The cheapest price: 5''*4'' Chemical prints $198 (with GST), and the Digital Prints is $512 (with GST)---for ONE single picture

The highest price: $23,628 (with GST) for 21pics in different size.


My dear frineds, if next time you recived a phone call asking you to take free beautiful photoes, think about it.

Anyway, it is a good experience to be treated like a real star~

I have to be stronger

I have leave my parents to live overseas for five years, I was believe that I get used to it already. However, I don't. I could not control myself to cry whenever I know I will leave my family and live alone. I could not help to stop crying.

I have to be stronger, because my parents believe that I am a strong girl, and always happy. I have to be stronger because I have to survive in the society without asking for their help, like a gowrn little bird could fly without its mum's help. I have to be stronger because I could finish my study as soon as possible and go back to meet everyone I miss with.

Now, I just stopped crying. I know I can do that and I make it.